~Shapeshifter on the brain (poem)

I can't tell if I was destined for this path

Or you put me on it

Guided by your rough hands

And wishful promises

I can't tell if I was meant to meet you

Or was it by accident

You showed up uninvited

But charmisa got you through the door

I want to be free of you

And everything you offer

But part of me fights to keep you

Unsettling…

The teenager within me

Rebels, she wants you

But the adult I am knows you’re no good

A classic me vs me

So far its a tie

A push and pull

I don't understand why I want to hold on

When all you done is lie

You manipulate, rage, and cheat

You have nothing but pain to offer me

Maybe I’m a masochist…

Wanting to be close to you, my shapeshifter

Has shaped me in ways I'll never understand